Depression – I thought I knew what that felt like prior to D-day. But I didn’t, not really. Now I do. All of us in this world of infidelity do. It’s just part of the world we live in now. I’m not always depressed anymore, but right now I can’t seem to shake it. It weighs me down, a heavy burden thrown on my back that seeps into my whole being.
But then, in the last 24 hours, I have seen 6 rainbows! What an amazing thing! It feels like God is telling me that things will get better.
I know they will get better. Whether or not my husband decides to step up to the plate and get better with me, it doesn’t matter. I will get better. I can’t shake the depression right now, but I will. That’s a lot better than the way I felt last year. Last year it felt like there was no way out of my misery. Now I understand that I have passed through this before and gotten better. So now I can say for sure that this, too, shall pass.