Wow, it’s been a while since I’ve written a new post. I just kind of shut down in order to keep functioning in my daily life. I closed myself off to the world, shutting my soul in a dark cave, hiding my heart and my hurt and I just worked myself to the bone at my job. I’m only now starting to peek out from the darkness to see what everyone is doing. I see there are still some people who come to visit my blog. It warms my heart to know that. My heart has been in the dark cold and needed a little boost to be able to handle the heat and pressures outside. Thank you.
It’s been 8-1/2 months since D-day, and I am still with my husband, but things are not going well. He is so good at crushing my spirit. Even my therapist said he fears for my marriage. I’ll write more about it soon. I just wanted to say hi – I’m still alive and I appreciate your visit.